Sunday, May 29, 2005

Just got back from another ride.......trying to clear my mind.

Somehow my mind wandered while I was riding...was not concentrating on the roads at all....Blasted the music and just rode......dangerous? yes it is....

Hmmmm promised her that i won't do anything stupid...so I have got to stick to that....so much more things that I've yet to do...with you.

made a stop on the otherside of HabourFront...a place where you can daggle your legs over the waters.....was thinking......wondering if I have made the right choice. A choice to step back and give her the space she needed....

A step away....peering and not wanting to be out of sight....

after 2 bottles of Pink Dolphins(damn they are addictive I tell you)...I think I have made the right choice....and for that I should not feel THAT down.

Deep down I have this feeling that she would not want me to be like this...so I shall wait with bated breath.....so what can I do in the meantime?

Hmmm.....downladed guitar tabs for "I don't want to miss a thing"..since it's gonna take ages for me to play it on the piano....I shall play in on my guitar...

*~ what's the best thing I could say....
Things are better if I stay..........
So long..&...Good Night..............~*

Sorries do mean much more than all those things to me...cos its from you.


|the_ousted derelicts and a decadent at 10:38 AM|

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